The other side of the coin is that I've been having some pretty bad flashbacks for the past 10 days. I'm looking into a support group. It's usually a smell that will set if off, but it also can be something I see. It's a terrible feeling when I'm right back in my hospital room and it feels like no time has past. I had this a little after the first transplant, but this is on a whole new level. My heart seriously goes out to all our military men and women who suffer from PTSD, I can't even imagine reliving war. 😢
This crap is bad enough.
More good news is...I am eating! I'm still not loving meat except for steak and I don't like a lot of bread yet. I haven't tried my favorite foods like hamburgers, tacos and pizza. I am completely addicted to soup. I'll eat almost any kind of soup and sometimes I have to remind myself not to eat it more than once a day. I also LOVE vegetables, especially green beans and fish! It's so odd. Now I need to be careful that I don't gain all that weight back. I'm allowing myself five lbs right now and then I'll eat very healthy.
After much deliberation and the opinions of two friends, I have decided to post a picture of myself bald. I figured that I've already shared so much stuff (some may think I've over shared) that it's only right to show you me in all my glory.
Peace out Peeps!
