Hey All,
When I said another bump in the road, I meant it figuratively and literally. That's right, the GVHD in my mouth is back, but not as bad. The back of my tongue felt funny and when I looked in my mouth, I saw a bunch of white bumps...so gross. I'll try to describe the feeling. It's like eating something gooey (like fig newtons) and it gets stuck on the back of your tongue so you drink something or do a quick finger sweep. Oh come on, you know some of you have used the finger sweep, you can't kid a kidder. Anyway, I feel like something is stuck all the time and the bumps are also down my throat. Not painful, just annoying. As soon as I noticed the bumps, I called my doctor and my stupid steroids were upped. Call me moony moon moon face... and body.
I do have a little rant to share. No, it's not about politics, because nobody got time for that!! In the past couple weeks a few people have said to me that they didn't share their problems with me because I have enough on my plate. Well, that's bullshit and it really pisses me off!! I'm already completely isolated from my friends and family, so does anyone really think it's a good idea to isolate me more, to eliminate me from your lives? I'm not a fragile china doll and I have proven that on more than one occasion. Do you want me to stop telling you things, because that can be arranged. I've heard stuff like,"You have enough on your plate". I say, "So what"! Am I supposed to sit around here and wallow in self pity? Ridiculous!! BTW, I'm really sick of myself and all my crapola. I'd like to know about other people and not just the good things, all things, good, troublesome and bad. So get with it people!!! I'm a big girl and getting bigger every day. DAMN steroids!! When this covid stuff is over, I will be bitch slapping some people if this continues. PHEW, it felt good to get that off my chest.
Peace, Face Masks and Sharing bad shit! 😷
Beautiful flowers my sister sent to me!